`The world I love.-

going down. downtown.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

11:55 PM

i wanna breakdown like you know pull someone's hair and hang them on the tree. i wanna steal all the small kids allowance. yeah whatever i just wanna punch someone so badly. so many work. so little time. annoying bigblob and squintyeyes. i wanna make his eyes bigger with my toothpick. not that i use any but yeah whatever. im going to continue my mindless rambling until i feel significantly better. i have media submission to rush, a campaign to roll out and idiots to deal with. omg.

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a year passed by me again.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

9:18 AM

I havent been updating my blog for sometime now. busy busy busy. even if I do have the time, I really rather just roll on my bed. I cant believe another year is passing by and so much.. so much has changed. Not that I'm complaining, Im actually really enjoying life now. Like what? hmmm such as:

-wine. I've been enjoying it so much i'm trying to enjoy it whenever I can

-bubbly wash. I loveeee Moet et Chandon. Maybe someone will be kind enough to treat me Dom Perignon?

-Occasional rave. Honestly I know I can only do rave maybe once a month but of course there ISNT any! sigh i miss the dirty filthy dance music that makes me wanna dance. and of yeah the last Global Gathering i went to, I had like skin infection on my feet for a few weeks because of the mud.. but would i do it again? yeah def!

Anyway Wendy tagged me on what I want for my Christmas list and here goes (take note if you're gonna buy anything for me.. hoho and please tell Santa I've been fairly good lately!):

-good health. for my family and loved ones. nothing is more important than tht.

-handbags.. I can never get enough of them. eventho I have so many.. but what is many anyway? lol.

-digi camera. i want a slim pink one!

-ipod. I want the new ipod touch to kickstart my yearr!

-vacation. Taiwan!!!!!!!!!!

You know what.. as much as I always complain I dont have enough, i think im pretty content. Lifes treating me pretty well actually. I wanna be able to give more!

And since im on my Christmas list, might as well move on to my New Years resolution too ey.

In 2008 I wanna be..:

- financially independant.
- able to work up a promotion by end of next year
- work harder, faster and better work quality
- my own car
- a pay raise
- love my friends more
- make time for God (actually I'll do this when I sleep later)
- lose more weight

I guess that pretty much wrap up my 2007 because I would be too busy to blog. Just incase I missed out on the greetings shoutout, here you go!

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

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two wrongs don't mean a right

Saturday, September 29, 2007

9:12 PM

This weekend started off decently, but much to my dismay I didnt drink enough! We were at the apartment on Friday and food and everything else was pretty good. We started off with cheese platter which was awesome cause i love bleu cheese (oh well not everyone's favourite). There was four different type of cheese served with crackers and frozen grapes.

Then I had yogurt lamb curry with bread. Obviously it couldnt be more obvious that there was only like a drip of yogurt on it (and no it doesnt look like yogurt that taste like curry). It was pretty damn awesome! It wasnt spicy enough, which was fine;i can do without but the curry taste is just AWESOMEEEEEEE. Then I had cupcakes which I pretended was fat free since I only had one. ahhh denial. haha. but the cupcake was pretty damn good. The chocolate pudding that Kumar ordered is a must try. Its totally sinfulicious!!

We were dining downstairs but we went upstairs for chill out. Much better cause it was more chilling and thank god for the bed. Then Jason ordered something which I had no chance whatsoever to even see what he actually ordered because he was eating them so fast I could only see his mouth moving. hahaha.

It was damn fun and Diane got what she wanted. PLASTERED!! and did I mention I love the cupcakes? tee-hee.

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

7:20 PM

i wear a mask to hide,
the feelings i have inside
often do i remind myself,
how fleeting moments can be.
happy ones.

i learned enough to know,
the feelings are not to show
to save the heart from losing its soul.
yet again

wouldnt the world be a different place,
without the love in the world today.
bible said love is kind
i think they left out blind.

so unveil me,
make me see
better yet, love me for me.

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Monday, September 17, 2007

6:22 AM

i broke the rules. i cared. which is bad enough because i normally don't. i'll pull out before im in too deep.

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i pick a fight just to get a reaction

Sunday, September 16, 2007

2:49 AM

I was so well asleep on Saturday that I didnt know it was little Javen's birthday. We had typical red tent over and by 7pm, my house was flooded with unknown strangers and cibai aunties. My mom was asking me to bring drinks for them then I told her, I also havent drink yet. wtf those whore. haha. Anyway I ate like a fat fuck. I think Im getting sick of eating eggs, you know the red ones they give away during festival time? I woke up in the afternoon feeling rather famished so I crawled out of my bed to find food. And there it was, a basket full of red eggs. So I kindly took one.. and one.. and one.. and one.. and one..and fuck now I hate hardboiled eggs. Plus the night before I had scrambled eggs.

So Calvin said that I should give him a ride on the bicycle around our place so being the nice person I am (I was in a good mood), I cycled him around and fuck he was heavy. I think he got our family qenes for sure (if we were to lose contact for years I swear I can tell he's one of us fuckers). So I introduce you my little Calvin (he used to be so cute when he was small.. but shit happens), the family of whores.

im obviously hungry

i told the uncle, "dont worry about me, continue what you're doing. im just posing". lol!

i love this cake!!

small whore and fat whore

slut and old slut. haha.

putting everyone's cam whoring skill to shame.

small heavy whore

the crazy amount of food for 80 people. they didnt celebrate it like this the last time i won the world genius award. bummer.

old slut's sister and old slut. haha she would kill me if she ever read this. old slut is my mom by the way. haha

the craziest creamiest fattest cake in the world

this is a fucking jelly! how awesome is tht!!

More pictures coming up soon!

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duck, duck, duck, bitch

Monday, September 3, 2007

2:46 PM

Im waking up at funny hours nowadays. I woke up at 5 am and obviously not a single soul would entertain me at such hours. The only person who ~~doesnt sleep~~ have funny sleeping time is Kwan Shian but he's not online either. I miss our crazy late night drives to kl, and him banging my neighbours dustbin. I miss the times when we would go all the way to KL to eat your stupid Osyter fried egg. I miss you throwing your temper when weihoe and I was supposed to go somewhere together and you were totally not happy about it. I have to come over to your house, tell your mom you merajuk and knock on your door for ages till you open. I miss my pookie!

I was making so much noise about buying my stuff the other day that I wanted it on the night itself. Obviously the stubborn me would want it straight away and when Sam called I told him I want to buy it there and then. He's been dealing with my stubborn-ess all the time so all he said was "People gonna close already. Buy tomorrow ok?. And you sure you want it? You sure You sure?". Then obviously by the time I finish whining for it, what shop also close already. I also dont know why I listen to him.

But I love how he is always right and I'm always wrong. It feels damn good because I know he knows me the best. He know when I'm pretending to be alright by the tone of my voice. I love how he sayang me so much that he would tell me the occasion 'i love you'. And the best thing is, even when no one seems understands me, I will always go to him, cry and whine about it and he neveer judge me (he's a saint!!). But I drove him nuts the other day. Sohweeee :)

So I wanted Big Apple donuts the other day. Almond donut totally rock. I was craving for donuts for so long until.. until.. I ate 6 on Sunday which of course makes me feel like a pig (not that im not). I told Sam I was bloated and he ask me to drink more water. So since he is always right and Im always wrong, I listen to him and drink alot of water so that my donuts will digest and ended up feeling even more bloated (but after a while I guess it helps?). So thats it, no more donuts for this ~~month~~ week! I've been such a pig lately that I've been pigging out on fast food.

Anyway....,

You know how when people tend to get all emotional towards random stuff that goes on inside their little head and they will neglect everyones feeling for their own. Of course its alright to show your feelings but ruining others mood because you're not in a good one seems rather selfish.

Just because people didnt fucking cry their hearts out and pour all their feelings doesnt mean that that person doesnt fucking feel a thing. There ARE people in worst situation, in worst condition and stuff that would make small things you're fretting on seems like a pea on whale's vagina. Sure Im not in your shoes so I wouldnt know how bad you feel but hey I know it isnt nice.

Im super phobia with this already.

I think if you were to hang out with my friends, you'll probably feel like hell because everyone speaks their mind about things. But now thanks to you, I totally found a living example of people I doesnt want to waste my time on.

Just want to be thankful that Im deeply blessed, highly favoured by God. Its great to have a bunch of people that love you. I feel loved :). Anyway to those of you reading this, have a cup of good juju from me to kickstart your day!!! :)

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