But windows open and close that’s just how it goes
Don’t it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we love forever gone?
We’re only just as happy, as everyone else seems to think
We are.
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You know something really really weird happened today. Hmm but it’s a good weird. You see, I withdraw rm500 for shopping the other day so by the end of the day, I was left with rm 50+. I was so absolutely sure that I was left with rm50+ because I was hesitating whether to get that rm80 buck heels or not. So being a big sucker for shoes, I swear this one was calling MY NAME! so I bought it and I was so sure I left only rm50. Okay so I went home, feeling guilty yet in deep pleasure, swore on Sniffy's life that I won't will shop less.
So Monday morning, I looked inside my wallet and there were TWO rm50 notes in it. Strange right but I thought maybe I had rm50 extra. Okay so this morning, I SWEAR on Sniffy's life again that I triple checked my wallet and condamnfirm I’m left with rm100++ (including all those small change I always throw inside my bag). So I bought my ciggie as usual, had breakfast with Andrew and I condamnfirm again I used up all my small change. So I KNOW I'm left with rm50+rm50 and I took rm50 out for lunch. I was condamnfirm again that I used my rm50 because the auntie (where we had lunch) didn't have enough change for me and she made me wait. So obviously I remember waiting for it, am I right or am I right?
So after that I bought a few drinks here n there, magazine and ice cream. Okay so here's the weirdest part. I looked into my wallet again, and I still had the TWO rm50 notes there. OMG weird right. I obviously wouldn't mind my rm50 cloning itself but it’s so weird! Where did the extra rm50 come from? I shall take a peep peep tonight just erm for safety reason.
This is a story about an ordinary girl and the extraordinary boy. The ordinary girl thought the extraordinary boy was really cute but it never crosses her mind at all that he will have feelings for her one day. She would always find excuses to talk to him, anything to just hear him. Soon, she realizes that he was more than just a trophy boy. For a fleet moment she was sure that the boy felt the same way too but just one day, she thought to herself that they came from a different world, different league, just different.
She asked the extraordinary boy, "When all your dreams come true, who would you want to be next to?" He answered that he would want to be next to his ex girlfriend. The girl was heart broken and with a heavy heart, she left the extraordinary boy and shut him out of her life. And soon she was in relationship with an ordinary boy. Someone ordinary like herself. Years later, the ordinary boy left her and she was lost in the world because she depended on the ordinary boy so much that she was unable to stand on her own feet.
Things were tough for the first week but only the first week. She was surprised how easy it was to move on. So she went back to a place she once belong and look for people she once, perhaps loved; the extraordinary boy because he never left her heart all these years. Things between both of them quickly settled back to the way they were years back. Morning kiss and midnight talk. To see that the extraordinary boy felt the same was probably the happiest moment in her life. However, good things always come to an end because the king ordered the extraordinary boy to go somewhere far far away.
Somehow, the extraordinary boy began to act weird and avoided the girl. The girl was really upset with his attitude. She blame herself perhaps she wasn't good enough. So one day, all of the sudden the extraordinary boy asked the ordinary girl out for dinner. She expected it to be a farewell dinner; nothing more, nothing less. During the dinner, the extraordinary boy confessed that the reason why he avoided her is because he realized he fell in love with her and he knew that it will hurt her more. But he also realized that by avoiding her, it only hurt her more; that was why he asked her out for dinner. The extraordinary boy told the ordinary girl that he was stupid and silly for avoiding her, avoiding his feelings.
She was shocked because all these while, she thought the reason why he avoided her was because she wasn't good enough. And also because she didn't have the guts to ask the extraordinary boy why he was avoiding her, she choose to live with it’s because she wasn't good enough. Tears fall from her eyes and the next thing she know, the extraordinary boy kissed her. And then, he said "Its you. When all my dreams come true, I want you to be right next to me. Its you Alicia. And I never would have asked you to wait for me because that would be selfish but I want you to know I'll come back for you. You might already have somebody by the time I'm back but I'll wait." The ordinary girl was stunned with his words because it was really the last thing she expected from him. So she did what she thought was most appropriate at that moment, she kissed him back.
-Probably got alot of grammatical errors but fuck it. I didn't look back as I type. I'm going to die happy.
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She asked him..When all your dreams come true, who would you want to be next to?And he said.. "I want her right next to me".