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But windows open and close that’s just how it goes
Don’t it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we love forever gone?
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
6:34 AM

You know something really really weird happened today. Hmm but it’s a good weird. You see, I withdraw rm500 for shopping the other day so by the end of the day, I was left with rm 50+. I was so absolutely sure that I was left with rm50+ because I was hesitating whether to get that rm80 buck heels or not. So being a big sucker for shoes, I swear this one was calling MY NAME! so I bought it and I was so sure I left only rm50. Okay so I went home, feeling guilty yet in deep pleasure, swore on Sniffy's life that I won't will shop less.

So Monday morning, I looked inside my wallet and there were TWO rm50 notes in it. Strange right but I thought maybe I had rm50 extra. Okay so this morning, I SWEAR on Sniffy's life again that I triple checked my wallet and condamnfirm I’m left with rm100++ (including all those small change I always throw inside my bag). So I bought my ciggie as usual, had breakfast with Andrew and I condamnfirm again I used up all my small change. So I KNOW I'm left with rm50+rm50 and I took rm50 out for lunch. I was condamnfirm again that I used my rm50 because the auntie (where we had lunch) didn't have enough change for me and she made me wait. So obviously I remember waiting for it, am I right or am I right?

So after that I bought a few drinks here n there, magazine and ice cream. Okay so here's the weirdest part. I looked into my wallet again, and I still had the TWO rm50 notes there. OMG weird right. I obviously wouldn't mind my rm50 cloning itself but it’s so weird! Where did the extra rm50 come from? I shall take a peep peep tonight just erm for safety reason.

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i was spinning free whooaaaaa
Sunday, July 29, 2007
3:51 AM
Listening to: Jimmy Eat World's album


This is a story about an ordinary girl and the extraordinary boy. The ordinary girl thought the extraordinary boy was really cute but it never crosses her mind at all that he will have feelings for her one day. She would always find excuses to talk to him, anything to just hear him. Soon, she realizes that he was more than just a trophy boy. For a fleet moment she was sure that the boy felt the same way too but just one day, she thought to herself that they came from a different world, different league, just different.

She asked the extraordinary boy, "When all your dreams come true, who would you want to be next to?" He answered that he would want to be next to his ex girlfriend. The girl was heart broken and with a heavy heart, she left the extraordinary boy and shut him out of her life. And soon she was in relationship with an ordinary boy. Someone ordinary like herself. Years later, the ordinary boy left her and she was lost in the world because she depended on the ordinary boy so much that she was unable to stand on her own feet.


Things were tough for the first week but only the first week. She was surprised how easy it was to move on. So she went back to a place she once belong and look for people she once, perhaps loved; the extraordinary boy because he never left her heart all these years. Things between both of them quickly settled back to the way they were years back. Morning kiss and midnight talk. To see that the extraordinary boy felt the same was probably the happiest moment in her life. However, good things always come to an end because the king ordered the extraordinary boy to go somewhere far far away.

Somehow, the extraordinary boy began to act weird and avoided the girl. The girl was really upset with his attitude. She blame herself perhaps she wasn't good enough. So one day, all of the sudden the extraordinary boy asked the ordinary girl out for dinner. She expected it to be a farewell dinner; nothing more, nothing less. During the dinner, the extraordinary boy confessed that the reason why he avoided her is because he realized he fell in love with her and he knew that it will hurt her more. But he also realized that by avoiding her, it only hurt her more; that was why he asked her out for dinner. The extraordinary boy told the ordinary girl that he was stupid and silly for avoiding her, avoiding his feelings.

She was shocked because all these while, she thought the reason why he avoided her was because she wasn't good enough. And also because she didn't have the guts to ask the extraordinary boy why he was avoiding her, she choose to live with it’s because she wasn't good enough. Tears fall from her eyes and the next thing she know, the extraordinary boy kissed her. And then, he said "Its you. When all my dreams come true, I want you to be right next to me. Its you Alicia. And I never would have asked you to wait for me because that would be selfish but I want you to know I'll come back for you. You might already have somebody by the time I'm back but I'll wait." The ordinary girl was stunned with his words because it was really the last thing she expected from him. So she did what she thought was most appropriate at that moment, she kissed him back.

-Probably got alot of grammatical errors but fuck it. I didn't look back as I type. I'm going to die happy.

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but its always too late when you got nothing
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
7:34 AM
Why on earth would I wake up at 4 am? And the first thing I think about is work which of course really irritates me since this stupid bitch from the office keep changing my computer. For the 3rd TIME! Its super irritating when you have to keep saving ALL your files somewhere. So Eugene has a sucky computer which hardly work. So the bitch playing her role so well, she just decided that changing his comp with mine would do JUSTICE. Then who the fuck is going to solve MY computer problem now?

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don't it feels like sunshine after all.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
3:37 AM
Listening to: Augustana- Stars and Boulevards

Finally my sanity's back after I lost her for weeks. I'm playing my sick role too well that I'm actually sick now. The past weeks was full of undeserving thoughts. By undeserving I meant that my time would be better spent rolling on my bed. At least I'm getting something out of it.

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people always leave.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
6:59 AM
Listening to: Nine Days- If I Am



She asked him..When all your dreams come true, who would you want to be next to?And he said.. "I want her right next to me".

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windows open and close. thats the way it goes.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
6:40 AM
Listening to: Jimmy Eat World- The World You Love



"If it is born in flames then we should let it burn,
Burn as brightly as we can.
And if it's gotta end then let it end in flames.
Let it burn all the way down.
All the way down"

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finding a nice way to say "i'm out". i want out.
Monday, July 9, 2007
7:24 AM
Listening to: Dashboard Confessional-Stolen (Click play to listen)






They're not you.
But I'll walk away.
From you
and this false sense of acomplishment.


I fucking broke my nail. You see I'm not exactly that type of girl who will rant about her broken nail, but I broke my nail while trying to flush the fucking toilet! And its bloody painful because I can't fucking cut it off! Its too deep, plus HELLO I'm scared. So I'm just gonna leave it alone until it falls off?

And I had a fucking stressful Monday. I swear advertising makes my life span wayyy shorter and that I'm so gonna die young! My reason of death will be "Too Stress". See now it leads me thinking why did I study this shit in the first place, I would have more fun flipping burgers. At LEAST Bruce Willis was discovered WHILE he was flipping burgers.

I'll try not to kill anyone. Bahh. Maybe I'll just torture Zak tomorrow.

Just random.. random pictures. Taken down!

I'm so selfish and greedy I've decided to keep his pictures to myself.

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