<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/4140420326670209976?origin\x3dhttp://mydeletedscenes.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
MY BLOG

But windows open and close that’s just how it goes
Don’t it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we love forever gone?
We’re only just as happy, as everyone else seems to think
We are.

ME
ALICIA???

BLOG

ARCHIVES
July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 December 2007

FRIENDS
♥Trent ♥Perez ♥June ♥JunMin

HEAR YOU ME

two wrongs don't mean a right
Saturday, September 29, 2007
9:12 PM
This weekend started off decently, but much to my dismay I didnt drink enough! We were at the apartment on Friday and food and everything else was pretty good. We started off with cheese platter which was awesome cause i love bleu cheese (oh well not everyone's favourite). There was four different type of cheese served with crackers and frozen grapes.



Then I had yogurt lamb curry with bread. Obviously it couldnt be more obvious that there was only like a drip of yogurt on it (and no it doesnt look like yogurt that taste like curry). It was pretty damn awesome! It wasnt spicy enough, which was fine;i can do without but the curry taste is just AWESOMEEEEEEE. Then I had cupcakes which I pretended was fat free since I only had one. ahhh denial. haha. but the cupcake was pretty damn good. The chocolate pudding that Kumar ordered is a must try. Its totally sinfulicious!!


We were dining downstairs but we went upstairs for chill out. Much better cause it was more chilling and thank god for the bed. Then Jason ordered something which I had no chance whatsoever to even see what he actually ordered because he was eating them so fast I could only see his mouth moving. hahaha.


It was damn fun and Diane got what she wanted. PLASTERED!! and did I mention I love the cupcakes? tee-hee.

1 whiny whores

Thursday, September 20, 2007
7:20 PM
i wear a mask to hide,
the feelings i have inside
often do i remind myself,
how fleeting moments can be.
happy ones.

i learned enough to know,
the feelings are not to show
to save the heart from losing its soul.
yet again

wouldnt the world be a different place,
without the love in the world today.
bible said love is kind
i think they left out blind.

so unveil me,
make me see
better yet, love me for me.

0 whiny whores

Monday, September 17, 2007
6:22 AM
i broke the rules. i cared. which is bad enough because i normally don't. i'll pull out before im in too deep.

0 whiny whores

i pick a fight just to get a reaction
Sunday, September 16, 2007
2:49 AM
I was so well asleep on Saturday that I didnt know it was little Javen's birthday. We had typical red tent over and by 7pm, my house was flooded with unknown strangers and cibai aunties. My mom was asking me to bring drinks for them then I told her, I also havent drink yet. wtf those whore. haha. Anyway I ate like a fat fuck. I think Im getting sick of eating eggs, you know the red ones they give away during festival time? I woke up in the afternoon feeling rather famished so I crawled out of my bed to find food. And there it was, a basket full of red eggs. So I kindly took one.. and one.. and one.. and one.. and one..and fuck now I hate hardboiled eggs. Plus the night before I had scrambled eggs.

So Calvin said that I should give him a ride on the bicycle around our place so being the nice person I am (I was in a good mood), I cycled him around and fuck he was heavy. I think he got our family qenes for sure (if we were to lose contact for years I swear I can tell he's one of us fuckers). So I introduce you my little Calvin (he used to be so cute when he was small.. but shit happens), the family of whores.


im obviously hungry


i told the uncle, "dont worry about me, continue what you're doing. im just posing". lol!


i love this cake!!


small whore and fat whore


slut and old slut. haha.

putting everyone's cam whoring skill to shame.


small heavy whore


the crazy amount of food for 80 people. they didnt celebrate it like this the last time i won the world genius award. bummer.

old slut's sister and old slut. haha she would kill me if she ever read this. old slut is my mom by the way. haha


the craziest creamiest fattest cake in the world


this is a fucking jelly! how awesome is tht!!

More pictures coming up soon!

0 whiny whores

duck, duck, duck, bitch
Monday, September 3, 2007
2:46 PM
Im waking up at funny hours nowadays. I woke up at 5 am and obviously not a single soul would entertain me at such hours. The only person who doesnt sleep have funny sleeping time is Kwan Shian but he's not online either. I miss our crazy late night drives to kl, and him banging my neighbours dustbin. I miss the times when we would go all the way to KL to eat your stupid Osyter fried egg. I miss you throwing your temper when weihoe and I was supposed to go somewhere together and you were totally not happy about it. I have to come over to your house, tell your mom you merajuk and knock on your door for ages till you open. I miss my pookie!

I was making so much noise about buying my stuff the other day that I wanted it on the night itself. Obviously the stubborn me would want it straight away and when Sam called I told him I want to buy it there and then. He's been dealing with my stubborn-ess all the time so all he said was "People gonna close already. Buy tomorrow ok?. And you sure you want it? You sure You sure?". Then obviously by the time I finish whining for it, what shop also close already. I also dont know why I listen to him.

But I love how he is always right and I'm always wrong. It feels damn good because I know he knows me the best. He know when I'm pretending to be alright by the tone of my voice. I love how he sayang me so much that he would tell me the occasion 'i love you'. And the best thing is, even when no one seems understands me, I will always go to him, cry and whine about it and he neveer judge me (he's a saint!!). But I drove him nuts the other day. Sohweeee :)

So I wanted Big Apple donuts the other day. Almond donut totally rock. I was craving for donuts for so long until.. until.. I ate 6 on Sunday which of course makes me feel like a pig (not that im not). I told Sam I was bloated and he ask me to drink more water. So since he is always right and Im always wrong, I listen to him and drink alot of water so that my donuts will digest and ended up feeling even more bloated (but after a while I guess it helps?). So thats it, no more donuts for this month week! I've been such a pig lately that I've been pigging out on fast food.

Anyway....,

You know how when people tend to get all emotional towards random stuff that goes on inside their little head and they will neglect everyones feeling for their own. Of course its alright to show your feelings but ruining others mood because you're not in a good one seems rather selfish.

Just because people didnt fucking cry their hearts out and pour all their feelings doesnt mean that that person doesnt fucking feel a thing. There ARE people in worst situation, in worst condition and stuff that would make small things you're fretting on seems like a pea on whale's vagina. Sure Im not in your shoes so I wouldnt know how bad you feel but hey I know it isnt nice.

Im super phobia with this already.

I think if you were to hang out with my friends, you'll probably feel like hell because everyone speaks their mind about things. But now thanks to you, I totally found a living example of people I doesnt want to waste my time on.

Just want to be thankful that Im deeply blessed, highly favoured by God. Its great to have a bunch of people that love you. I feel loved :). Anyway to those of you reading this, have a cup of good juju from me to kickstart your day!!! :)

1 whiny whores

whale's vagina smells like donut.
Saturday, September 1, 2007
4:01 AM
I was watching this drama and I feel like I should appreciate little things in life more.

1. I'll stop messing my clothes around only to have my mom pick them up. I'll pick them up now
2. I want to roll on the beautiful green grass (not the wet ones)
3. I will start planning for my career
4. I want to work harder for things in life
5. I promise to be happier everytime im sad knowing that I have more reasons to be happy
6. I will eat breakfast with my mom on sunday more often and not give reasons because im too sleepy
7. I will save more money
8. I will be consistently consistent
9. I wanna adopt a cute puppy
10. I will go to church more often
11. I wont give up on people. even the bad ones.
12. I will drink all the bitter herbal stuff my mom made for me
13. I will finish my food
14. I won't take things for granted anymore

Anyway I watched Black Sheep yesterday and my first thought was another gore horror movie but then suprise suprise turns out to be a comedy. Whole time of the movie reminds me of Erika because of the random things that the actress said. Like one of the scene where they fell down into this hole full of sheeps' intestines and stuff (dead sheeps), all of the sudden she brought this aromatic candle and said that she need some hormone balance now and the candle will help (something along the line of that laaa). It was fucking random. It totally caught me off guard I didnt see that coming at all. Its definitely not the type of movie you would want to watch in the cinema, you'll have better time watching it on dvd to replay some of the scenes over and over again because its just bloody hilarious.

toodles i'll update more often!

0 whiny whores